No big storm here after all which is fine by me. I had a good friend a few years ago who loved, loved, loved storms and rain and whatnot. I can't really relate to that, I'm a sunshine kind of girl. Above are some photos of the girls doing some rainy day art at the table.
Monday, July 28, 2008
False Alarm
No big storm here after all which is fine by me. I had a good friend a few years ago who loved, loved, loved storms and rain and whatnot. I can't really relate to that, I'm a sunshine kind of girl. Above are some photos of the girls doing some rainy day art at the table.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Thank you for being you!
Friday, July 25, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Thoughts
Some of you have said that in reading this blog it sounds like we've moved right into a fairytale. Well, it's been wonderful for sure, but I will say that normally I try to only blog about the good things. There are hard things too, as I am sure you must realize. I'm not sure if I will even post this, it's scary for me to be so vulnerable. I also don't want to come across as weak, as ungrateful, as unable to cope. I'm just having a hard time. My pride makes it hard for me to remove the mask and let you see the struggle.
I miss the familiarity of America. I've moved a lot, I've lived in Mississippi, Florida, Georgia, South Carolina and Texas. But with every move the basics stayed the same - same road rules, same shops, same grocery stores (or at least the same products). I also had shared experiences with the culture despite the state - I understood the politics, the religious affiliations, the social fabric of a community. I feel like I don't understand any of that here. I am totally and completely out of my element and that rocks my world because I like control, I like planning, I like routine. I don't really like learning curves that go on for too long. I fear being the one my children look to for their emotional compass, because sometimes I'm sad. I don't like feeling so alone. So I am struggling with those things.
In my quiet time I was reminded of these words of Jesus from The Message in Mark 8:
"Anyone who intends to come with me has to let me lead. You're not in the driver's seat; I am. Don't run from suffering, embrace it. Follow me and I'll show you how."
I am not in control of my life, ever. I need this gentle reminder to let Him lead.
In Matthew 11 "Embrace this God-life. Really embrace it, and nothing will be too much for you." Those are Jesus' words. They are true. I believe them. I am embracing this God-life as I know how. Help me Lord when it feels too much to not give up, but to open my arms wider and embrace more of You.
I am being stretched in my relationships too - my relationship with God especially. Is He really enough for me? I believe that He is, I have always believed that, but now I'm having to walk in in the reality of it for a season. Again. I've been through periods of loneliness before. Sure we've made some friends, but friendships take time to develop and we're only just starting. I have a great husband too, but I don't see him as much as I used to or as much as I feel like I need. I am mourning the loss of a lifestyle that I took for granted. Life is harder here because of its unfamiliarity, because of the increased physical demands, because of choices we've made. Jesus says, "You're blessed when the tears flow freely. Joy comes with the morning." Luke 6.
Again, in my quiet time God gently speaks to my heart. In Mark 6 when the disciples interrupted Jesus' teaching because it was getting late and the people would need food Jesus told them, "You do it. Fix supper for them." They were baffled - there were 5000 people and only five loaves of bread. But Jesus blessed the food, started passing it out, and there was plenty - leftovers even. Again in Mark 8 Jesus tells the disciples to feed his listeners and AGAIN they ask him how. Two chapters ago they saw Him miraculously provide above and beyond what they needed. I love that. It's not just me that has to learn the same lessons, or see God at work in my life in miraculous ways over and over. We are like sheep. God graciously included these stories so I would know that I am not alone. Thank You sweet Lord.
I don't know why I am sharing all this here. I think I'd like to ask those of you who pray to please pray for me. God is faithful and He is with me and I know His joy, the kind that isn't dictated by circumstances, so for that I am grateful. I don't know how it's even possible to get through this life without Him. I am in a beautiful country, surrounded by kind people, part of a loving family. I am not alone. I wake up each day determined to look for the good, and it's never hard to find, but sometimes the relentlessness of the other things dampens my spirit, weakens my joy and batters my emotions. Sometimes I really do just want to go home.
Thank you for journeying with us through this blog, I can't even begin to tell you what a blessing and encouragement it is to me when you tell me you are keeping up with us this way. I feel like we aren't forgotten and I feel a little less alone. I hope to be faithful to what God has called us to, I hope to be a helpmeet to my husband, I hope to model for my children how to walk with God and in His joy even when things are hard. I want to create a home that is warm, inviting, joyful, stimulating . . .a place where the presence of God is felt and where people feel loved. I'm not there yet. . .
"Why are you so polite with me, always saying 'Yes, sir', and 'That's right,sir,' but never doing a thing I tell you? These words I speak to you are not mere additions to your life, homeowner improvements to your standard of living. They are foundation words, words to build a life on." Luke 6. Lord I want to work your words into my life. I want to be changed by You. I want You - Your Words, Your ways, to be my foundation, my cornerstone, my rock. Lord I am guilty of being "polite" and then just doing my own thing. Please forgive me. Your words are hard- they go against my sinful self-interest and self-promotion. It is not "natural" for me to be who You created and desire for me to be - it is supernatural. Work in me by Your Holy Spirit I pray.
Monday, July 21, 2008
All Aboard!
Friday, July 18, 2008
I gave in
I was having a little contest with myself to see how long I could go without getting my hair done. I've only had it done once since we moved here in January and I wasn't that thrilled, so I was putting it off. I should say I wasn't that thrilled and it cost a fortune.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
I am from. . .
Monday, July 14, 2008
Oh-ba-dee-Oh-ba-da
If you don't know that song I'm sorry, I just can't get it out of my head for some strange reason. Probably because I don't have much to post about. . . our life is going on. . . but it's all good.
It's week two of New Zealand school holidays, which means it's week two of Morrison half days. And week two of more relaxed days. I'm really glad the girls do the activities they do, and I'm always tempted to add more rather than drop any, but boy, these days of not having to be ANYwhere are welcome. I mean besides swimming. Our afternoons are nice and free. Today the girls and I took Rico for a long walk and stopped for hot chocolate along the way. We hit the post office (to send sweet baby Cassie a welcome to the world gift), the library (to return overdue books, oops), to the local Christian bookstore (had about 100 books in total, not kidding) and to Pippa's house to return socks. All in all very enjoyable.
We had a lovely Sunday after a blustery Saturday. It is not a good thing how much my level of optimism is tied to the weather. Sunday was good, no it was great. I love our church, I love the people we know that attend there, I love setting that day aside to worship and to rest. I just love it.
The children are all doing well - Ellie has mastered the potty, she can be trusted on long car trips, long walks, trips to the grocery store. Meggie is taking on more and more responsibility and liking it. Katie is keeping us all social. Josie LOVES school. Loves, loves, loves school. Dugald is over the current crisis at work. For now.
Oh-ba-dee-Oh-ba-da life goes on, la la la la life goes on. . .
Saturday, July 12, 2008
My Heart is Full
After a leisurely breakfast, a cup of coffee and perusal of the paper I was feeling good enough to head out into the wind and rain with Meggie and Rico for his daily walk. It was such a joy to go with Meggie - I rarely have one-on-one time with the girls so this was a real treat. She's such a planner and organizer and she's full of dreams and visions and plans for all of our lives (don't know where she gets it) that it's just fun to listen to her talk...and talk...and talk. Thankfully in her chat she determined that she was now going to take full responsibility for Rico - not financially, she was quick to point out, but in every other regard he was to be her dog. She even said she wanted all the money she earns or gets as a gift to go into her dog fund so she could one day even pay for his food and toys. (That didn't last too long however, more on that later.) I told her I was ALL for that and would support her completely.
When we got home I needed a shower, she needed dry clothes, and the other girls were dressed up as ballerinas and dancing in the living room while Dugald set up the computer from his old Texas office here in the "office" of our home - bye bye teensy tiny laptop screen, hello flat screen. Whoo hoo. I sorted out some lunch and then we decided to head out to the mall for some browsing and then to see "Kung Fu Panda" at the movie there.
We only managed to make it to "The Warehouse" before the movie, which is New Zealand's version of Walmart, only not nearly so big, not nearly so cheap, and not at all familiar. I wanted to get a food processor and the girls wanted to buy games for their computers with their hard-earned cash. Remember what I said about Meggie earmarking her cash for the dog fund? It was spent in the first store.
I was disappointed to find they only had one processor, and it ws $50 and looked like it might fall apart before we got out of there, so I didn't get that. But I DID get these adorable flannel pajamas for the girls, on sale no less, for a whopping $8 each. Aren't they cute??
I did get a fun new food processor after the movie and I can hardly wait to try it out, all the recipes I've been avoiding I can now dig back out, figure out how to convert from Imperial measurements to metric and then start cooking, yeehaw!
We came home to find a note on the door from our neighbor, Lucy, who I have employed to walk the dog with Meggie a few times a week. She just was letting me know she couldn't walk him today, etc. Underneath her note, on the same paper but in different handwriting, was another note from our neighbors up the street whom we have never met saying they returned the dog to our house as he had taken himself for a walk. Dugald wondered aloud how they knew it was our dog but I gently reminded him that EVERYONE knows Rico - first of all there was the tragic night he didn't want to stay in his kennel and barked all night, and secondly he greets everyone who walks by from the gate of our house. In fact, I reminded Dugald that just the other night when he went to take out the trash he met Bill who had parked across the street, gotten out of the car and come to talk to Rico. Apparently this Bill and his dog love Rico and chat with him whenever they go for walks. They like Rico so much that Bill stopped even without his dog to say hello. Go figure. Anyway, we're still not sure what went down but the best I can figure is that Lucy inadvertently left the gate open and Rico went for a stroll. I'm very grateful for the unknown neighbors who found him and will have to take them some cookies tomorrow to thank them.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
More Pool Fun
They didn't bring the inflatable out until 1:30, so it was another three-hour day at the pool for us, but look at the anticipation on these goggle-marked faces:
They thought the wait was totally worth it!
Josie wanted to play on it too - here she is in line, obviously the shortest participant!
Not that she cared, she wouldn't have missed it for anything.


Thankfully Ellie was happy to just hang out in the kiddie section. It's always better when things are her choice rather than being told she can't do something :).
Today has been lovely as well - cold, but nice and sunny. We were invited to a friend's house in Lower Hutt for lunch after swimming and we all had a very nice time. Have I mentioned before how incredibly hospitable Kiwis are?? I don't know why I am noticing it so much because I really think Americans are quite hospitable too, but regardless of why, I am grateful. It's been such a help in moving to a new place to have people pursuing friendships with us, we are thankful.
I'm working on our plan for school for next year, we have all of our curriculum so now I just need to sort out our time so that everyone gets what they need, including me. I'm hoping to somehow incorporate some exercise in there - those of you who know me well know that A. I am not a morning person and B. I don't like exercising alone. So, I'm going to see if there is a class somewhere I can somehow work into my schedule and/or schedule time during the day for me to exercise to a DVD. I'll let you know how it goes - but sadly I've gained about 7 pounds since we've been here and that just has to stop. I so wish I was someone who loved exercise. . . but I'm really going to try and start eating better and exercising more and maybe even finally get my hair done and see if that doesn't just infuse me with new energy! Maybe I'll turn into a triathlete like my sister who is going to NYC to compete - go Ali!!!
Lots of love to all!!!
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Cutie Patootie
In this photo she was blowing bubbles to move the toy that is in front of her.
See that face? That face that is just BARELY above the water? It's the face of a girl with no fear.
The floating on her back isn't her favorite part, but she still just gets in there and does it!
See what I mean? Does this kid look stressed out?
Ellie Bell did much better today with her listening and once again I jumped up once or twice thinking she was about to drown, but she was fine. I remember my niece, Anna, swimming a few summers ago and looking like she was always about to drown - that's what Ellie reminds me of, it's hard to know if she's going under on purpose or if she needs rescuing. She only came up sputtering once though, so mostly she's doing it on purpose!
A friend of ours, Julia, and her two boys met us at the pool so we were there from 11:00 am until 2:00 pm. That might not sound like a long time, but when you are constantly doing a head count to make sure everyone is present and accounted for it can add up! We had a ball, but boy were we all tired when we headed home for a late, late lunch. The girls and boys were great and ate outside, even though it was a bit chilly, and played with the dog while Julia and I had coffee and chatted. I'm so glad the sun was out today, it made walking home from the pool much more pleasant.
Monday, July 7, 2008
We're still here!
Anyway, we are all sharing Dugald's laptop until my new computer arrives and I've gone crazy and ordered a Mac!!!! I am SO excited - I guess because of my love affair with my ipod and my dreams of an iphone (which we can't yet get here :(). I used to always work on a Mac when I did the Mercy Ships newsletter, but of course it's been more than 9 years since then. I'm hoping to be able to transition well and I'm looking forward to the computer being more intuitive for the things I like to do on it - photos, dvds, scrapbooks, calendars, cards, blogs, yada yada yada. The beloved thing should arrive in a week. I didn't get to pick out anything so I don't even really know what I'm getting, Dugald took care of all that (basically sorting out what would be cheapest :)) so it will be a surprise when the box arrives.
Speaking of Mercy Ships, I got to give a talk in Palmerston North to introduce some ladies there to the ministry and I have to say that I'd sort of forgotten how much I love Mercy Ships and what they do! It's crazy, but sitting and preparing what I wanted to share and watching some video clips I was so moved and the thought even entered my head that I wouldn't mind going back one day with the family to live on board in Africa. Now, it's probably very unlikely to happen, I'm pretty sure there is not a crew position available for Rico, but, seriously, I was reminded again of how grateful I am for the time I did get to serve with them, for meeting my amazing husband on board, for the friends we made, for the way my own life was changed, but most importantly, for giving my life in service to those without hope, even if just for a short time and in a small way. It was a privilege. Thank you to those of you who read this blog and supported me. If you would like to know more visit www.mercyships.org.
On another note, we got to watch Katie at ballet on Friday. Here are some pics I managed to snap before my camera battery died.




It's school holidays here (again!) so Ellie had her first swimming lesson. She's taking daily for the next two weeks. She was so cute - the youngest in her group by at least a year. She had some listening issues, but NO fear. I'll have photos tomorrow because I was busy charging the battery today. That's another funny thing about living here - we only have one step-down converter which we use to charge anything and everything American - our Vonage phone, my camera, the girls' Nintendos, etc. The things cost $90 or I might buy another one, but anyway, we try to only charge overnight so we can use the phone during the day should someone HAPPEN to call us on our "Florida" phone number. But back to Ellie, she was so brave and did what she needed to do and didn't cry at all, unlike half her class. So, I'll take pics tomorrow and post them then.
After swimming we all went with our friends the Shephards to see "Puss in Boots" downtown. It was FREEZING as we walked from our car (felt like miles) to the show, but worth it. The girls loved it and it was well done. And Allison, bless her, has taken the older three for some playtime and Ellie is blissfully sleeping, so I have two hours of quiet!!!!!
Thank you for sending me your personality profiles, I loved reading them! It's amazing to me how accurate they were. Have a great day!!
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
The Mice Just Don't Get It And Other Tragedies
So, last night, just as Dugald got home, Willow presented us with another mouse. I have pictures this time and thankfully Daddy was home to deal with it. Swoosh, as Meggie likes to say.



Tuesday, July 1, 2008
All is well, Daddy's home!
We had riding again today and the girls went on their first "trail ride" around the property with Val. Here's Meg on Charlie:
And Katie on Sheba with Val in the middle.
And off they go. . .
Meanwhile, back at the ranch, for some reason the Thompsons had a sheep in the play area where Josie and Ellie usually hang out. So we went over and introduced ourselves. He or she was quite funny, she allowed us to get close and even pet her, but then when we'd turn around she would head-butt us in the manner I've always attributed to goats.
Though they look a teensy bit scared here, they really weren't, in fact we tried to get the sheep to do it so I could get a picture, but she didn't want to perform on command, so I eventually gave up.
This is the end of another term so parents once again got to watch at ballet - we're usually banished from the classroom which is fair enough given how some of these adorable little ballerinas were showing off for their mommies! Josie, I have to say, was quite professional and focused, and she totally loved having all of us watch her.
Dugald got home tonight and is with us for at least a few days before another possible trip - and he came back bearing gifts for me, an OK Magazine and Verbena bubble bath from L'Occitane. So, I'm going to wrap-up this post and go warm up and unwind, whoo hooo!!!!


